I've had a wordpress account for awhile, I just haven't switched over yet. I might try an work on that this weekend. That, and posting things for sell on ebay for my sister. She owns a dry cleaning business, and the past three days I've been going through clothes that haven't been picked up in 2+ years, and that is what I'll be selling. Of course I took out what I wanted...including the bad ass pink acid wash jean jacket that I'll be dying for fall to arrive so I can wear it. I was hoping to hit a goldmine in amazing old clothes, but instead found tons of cowboy clothes. I should have known, this is the Texas panhandle.

Knock loud I'm home. just sleeping to pass the time.

First things first, I'm not getting on myspace for a good long while. Instead I'll pour myself into reading, music, and NPR and my scooter message board I post on.

Second, I'm not in Colorado. And I actually haven't been much at all since I 'moved'. I'm working for minimum wage in Texas (which was raised to $6.55 last week!) My friends did move into a new two bedroom house that use to be a chicken coupe in Colorado and my sleeping room will be the living room. I haven't found a job yet, so that's why I'm in Texas. Not sure if or when I'll return to Boulder. There is a strong battle down in Austin for me to move there and I would love to. But I'm almost so completely done with moving to where friends live, I think I'm just going to pack up and move to Portland, OR. I know of 2 people who live there, not really friends, but we know each other at least.

I keep feeling like I've lost myself and I keep trying to find me, but I pour myself into others and what their doing, I'm afraid I'll never find who I am. I wish I could hear what God is saying to me right now. But my faith is screwed up. It's scary to hear myself think lately. I don't know where these crazy ideas and stuff have come from, but it's all jacked up. How do I get back to where I belong?

So that's all for the latest update and downer of a post. I have to go to bed, I have work tomorrow and it looks like I'll be working in 100+ degree heat again. Woo!





I miss Virginia. I miss Franklin Street, and I miss riding my scooter around that town. I do not miss the stupid people who were my roommates and who think I owe them rent for August, though I moved out in June, especially when there is no telling how much money I spent on them. Seriously, I need to learn how to stand up to people and tell them to back off when their acting like a high school piece of shit. I want to live in Richmond again someday soon.

I have a problem

It's not that I want to live everywhere. It's that I don't want to live anywhere.
I'm overwhelmed with people, and want to not see a single person for a week.

In other news, yesterday I did get to travel...
by car,
by train,
by plane,
by bus,
and by scooter
I think that is some kind of monumental accomplishment in my life that could possibly never happen again.

New nephew

I have a new nephew.

new tattoo

Got something new today, and I set up an appointment for Tuesday. woohoo!

Well I walked into the bar and I put in twenty bucks because I know people taste in music sucks!

I have TWO ear infections. Good thing I don't have more than two ears because I'm sure they'd be infected as well.

I'm getting a tattoo tomorrow! My sister is flying in on Thursday and she's getting a tattoo right when she steps off the plane. I'm such a good influence on her.

is there a differance?

Quickies:

I love how some decisions have the chance of being the worst decision you've ever made or the best. I don't know what I'm going to do exactly. I have a lot of work to do on some ideas that I've had for a few years now. If I don't do them now, I never will. The good news is that I can work on these few things from anywhere, I just need to make sure I have the motivation.

I'm missing my sister Kelly, and I'm stoked to see her in less than 2 weeks! I want to live closer to her.

Tattoos Tattoos & Tattoos. I added them into the tightly wound budget that I've set. One thing is for sure, I have my priorities set.

I'm throwing Cornerstone back into the plans, I've got to go. 6 years in a row, here I come.

The heat is killing me, I'm not going to last. Last night I went to see Narnia, just so I could sit in a cool room with nice air conditioning.

Church tonight, work all next week, and a short road trip with Jessica on Sunday.

I'm changing my life.